Why the hell is it that once night comes I have to go and binge!? I was doing so fucking well today and I had to screw it all up because I was craving that damn chocolate! And then I had to go for the chips!! What the hell is wrong with me?! Why can't I just sleep at night like a NORMAL person? Why do I have to be such a FAT fucking FAILURE?! It is really absolutely disgusting. I make myself sick. Its times like these that I wish I could throw up. I feel so gross and I lost all that control I worked so hard to have. I'm going to start the 2468 all over again tomorrow. I'll have 200 calories and I will run. I can't allow this to happen again.
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