Well, as you know, I had a tutoring session with Bret today. Nothing of interest happened. We studied for about 20 minutes and I was too nervous and stupid to think of anything funny or witty.
It doesn't matter though, tonight we have been texting since 11:30 pm and it is now 1:40 am. But before I get ahead of myself, let me tell you about earlier today...
Well, I was feeling a little dejected and more than a little upset about my idiocy at expecting anything with Bret during our tutor session. Kevin came along and I thought "hey, he still wants me. Why not him?" So I slept with him. I felt so dirty, though. Like, I wanted to cry during the whole thing. I just felt worse about myself.
And then I got a forward, of course I send it to Bret (any chance to talk to him). He texted back, playfully flirting back and forth. Turns out he does like me! And I like him (obviously). He wants me to really think about this before jumping into a relationship right away. He knows mine and Kevin's history and he says he doesn't want me to regret anything. So, that is what I am going to do. I can't really think rationally at the moment... I'm a little tipsy and I am still extremely happy that he likes me.
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